So I’m going to try and tell this without making it overly long. It’s about how you think you know just what’s going on but then you find out you just know half of it and so yeh you need to keep an open mind or whatever because you never know why something’s going on or for what reason. What you hopefully do know is that if you’re living right all things are working for your good in the end.

I’ve known this person for a few years but never really knew him until recently. Weird how that happens sometimes. Anyhow, one day he came up to me and said how he’d like to know me better and started on about how he believes we are meant to know one another yadda yadda. I won’t give private details here, of course. Just enough to get my message across.

A small bit of time goes by and we become……….friends. Or whatever the hell it is. I found out he is into God and prayer and such as much as I am. Thing is he doesn’t think praying in Jesus’ name is necessary, or that Hell, Satan, and his Demons are for one real and for another roaming this Earth with us. Essentially, he needs to believe in Spiritual Warfare and that Jesus’ name is what carries the Supernatural Power. I was happy to learn how he is and about his positive way of thinking and immediately I was like ok maybe this is a friendship started by God and I am to help him with this so yeh I’m just gonna go with it and whatever happens, happens. Make sense? I hope so……….

Many interesting things have happened since that short time ago, and I have come to realize that as much as I’m helping him with the understanding of Jesus and encouraging a prayer life and such he is definitely giving me messages from God without even knowing it. Even when he’s being an irritating prick, sometimes I think about it and I’m like “oooooooh, yeh ok God, I get it”!

I’ll tell you now about the time when I first realized this. The day was beyond a shit show. Top of the list was a friend wasn’t talking to me as she normally would because her husband doesn’t approve of me and this person being friends. Like it’s his business. So she’s been ignoring me to keep her man happy. In the break room at work that day a big crazy ass mess happened involving this. After that the day went downhill and a few other little things happened.

So later that afternoon I’m on the phone with this person and we’re talking about it all. Both in irritated moods and me having a feeling of wanting to sit and have a long crying fest as well. At one point he said “We’re all God’s children. All his sons. Well, and daughters. You’re a daughter of God”. I remember thinking “That sounds just dumb. I’ve been called a child of God but not a daughter of God. Kinda reminds me of that book ‘The Lion, The Witch, And The Wardrobe’”. And I laughed to myself. But with the moodiness in the air I didn’t dare mention it.

Later on that night a friend of mine approached me. She’s very in tune with the Holy Spirit and like me has experience with demons and deliverance ministry. She looked at me and said “I’ve been fighting Jesus all day but I don’t want him mad at me so I had to come and tell you something. Jesus said to tell my friend that is his daughter……….” and then went on to tell me a few things which were about something I’d been thinking about while driving earlier. It was fucking crazy! Being called a “daughter of God” twice in one day!

I told her after that about how the guy had said that to me earlier, and assured her that that was all the confirmation I needed that she spoke truth. Because yeh she was worried I’d be mad at her.

The next day she came to find me again. She had been told to give me a Bible verse……….which it was in Matthew but I cannot remember what it was. But I remember when I read it in KJV I was like that makes no sense really but kinda but no not actually……….so I cross-referenced with NIV and when I saw the word ‘edify’ something clicked and again I was awed. Fucking craziness again! Because I immediately thought that omg that’s another word for the way to describe what this guy had been talking about when he called me ‘daughter of God’ and all I got out of it was that he was trying to be authorative over me and that I wasn’t gonna take that shit from any man ever again and that wow why did he want to piss me off when he knew I already felt like shit?! And ok maybe he was, he does have a hardass side to him. But also, maybe God was using that side to tell me something but I was so blinded assuming I was put in his life to help him that it never even occurred to me that this could be the opposite as well and we both need each other’s guidance.

The latest thing that happened with this situation was that once again tempers were wanting to flare, but people……….including myself………..were (thankfully) holding it in. The guy came over to say bye and give a hug and such. I was in a terrible mood with a huge wave of wanting to ball my eyes out overtaking me again. He was insulted and thought it was due to him. I assured him it wasn’t and he said “Well, sing and dance then”. I was like “I do. Once I’ve had more coffee and I’m both over-tired and over-caffeinated that happens almost every night”. So he left and I rolled my eyes like ‘fuck it, whatever man’. Then immediately a thought passed through my head……….the Holy Spirit, no doubt about it……….”Make a joyful noise unto the Lord. It’s in the Bible”. And it is, somewhere……….though I cannot say where for the life of me. And there again I was struck dumb with wonder. Because once again he was being used to help me without even knowing it. So I smiled the rest of the night……….some people u just cannot be mad with no matter their bitchiness and he’s one of them. And apparently God sees his worth too………. I guess I better keep them both!

So………. remember to keep an open mind because you never know where and when divine intervention is going on! And if you reject it………….hey, it’s your funeral!